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Yep. I think this is a must post for every blog? Im the 24578568th blogger who come up with this title and 02 days late.

So hey, happy new year.

Nothing fancy with the celebration. But I know my dress is. I was like a walking disco ball but I feel gorgeous in it. To add a glam, a friend of mine asked me to pose with this super long cigarette holders which made from glow stick protector. Sheesh. People just love to see me in some character. I can be a filthy whore in a click of shot sometimes. No, I don’t smoke. Smoking is a gross habit & can kill. I helped someone to buy a pack of Marlboro last night. And it costs a freaking RM10 per pack! Wtf.. you can have a pair of new shoes at the end of EVERY month and an ugly lung cancer at the end of 10 years if you smokes 1 pack per day. Good Luck.

So, this is my disco ball glam dress I wore for NY celebration. This is the dress from Forever 21 that cheered me up when I was defeated by TOPSHOP cut out dress during my year end sales dilemma. It’s a pink colored sequins, but I don’t know somehow, it turned purple in this picture. Ah, just forget about it, What I know is that, I feel fab in it.

No, I don’t have new year resolution. I only have 1 resolution which Im still struggling to fulfill since forever – quit shopping. It has nothing to do with new year at all. Im trying to cure myself from it, everyday. In fact, i just broke my bank account went shopping on 1st January, I bought a rugged denim jacket from ZARA & long gorgeous sequined black cardigan from MNG. I don’t know what I want to be this year.. a rock star or a diva. But I know I will come up with wardrobe clearance someday for I have too many dresses which only wore once or twice.

No where to go, I filled up 03 days weekends just curled in bed. I don’t know what’s the reason I feel so sad leaving 2010 behind.. maybe because I feel another year older.. or maybe because I was expecting something impossible happen to me on that countdown night.. I checked and triple checked my mobile phone, hoping that my ex send me a new year wishes like he used to for the past 4 years… Realized that Im leaving year 2010, where our love was apart of it, made me weep.

It’s the worst feeling of welcoming new year in my entire life. But I have to go through with it somehow. I don’t know what are my wishes for 2011. In fact, I don’t have any. Or maybe 1 – to finally be able to crossover this loneliness & heartbreak.

Happy new year to everyone. Happy Another new year to me.

“Smile, even if it’s a sad smile, because sadder than a sad smile is the sadness of not knowing how to smile.”

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