Old Love Letter
10 years since i left u, I’ve been “travelling” alot into phases, places and faces.. I was in and out of many relationships, my heart broke and mended again… and I still cant figure it out.. what Im looking for.. until I had a dream with u in it and listened to u over the phone that day.. and I know what I have been missing along this time..
I miss the way you loved me, I miss the way you looked at me, I miss the way you care for me, I miss on how you’ve put up with me..I miss your hug and I miss all the sweet nothings we whispered each other when we were so in love. I miss u.
I cant help but weep since the day I realize, what a fool I am to let you slipped away and now there is nothing I can do except wish you happiness and hope you forgive me and wish me to find someone like you ..again.
I dont know if I ever find another you.. which I doubt about it. After 10 years…I still unable to feel the way u made me feel…No one has loved me the way u did. U loved me for who I was and u never questioned of all my bad. This is just too painful for me to admit it to you.. but my chest aching with regrets and sorrow for this, and now I let u know.
Forgive me.. now I know the pain I cost you when I left you..I even cant forgive myself for what I have done to u. My heart broken many times just to get and understand the pain when I broke yours.
Taufik.. I miss u.